the light entertains my vision while my heart feels the pulse of the waters.

The vastsness of the ocean no matter sinks me.

it holds the space to let others bleed.

i think about what she might be feeling.

scared to open up to myself because what if they're all right.

what if it was all my fault?

what if i hurt the ones i love?

what if the one thing i gave up everything for i wrecked?

what if im the one to blame?